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Today I have been contemplating my re-enlistment. I think about it alot but today is one of those days wher re-enlistment seems like the best and only idea. Hell why not I am well taken care of its decent pay I have a job I can be proud of. If I get out I may or may not finish college.......what kind of job will I get when I get out? I might get stuck doing security trying to work my way up the rent-a-cop corporate ladder or I could stay in a proffesion I am actually proud of, sure there are things here that I not just hate but despise but there are things I enjoy. I think my main reason for wanting to get out and go back is to be with all of my friends but after to one of my friends today..........well we are all going our seperate ways, I am only at the moment so interested in holding onto what we used to have because over here I really dont have those close friends like I used to so I hold on to old memories but once I get back to the states I will make a new group of friends, not that everyone else will be left behind and forgotten I just wont be holding onto those old memories, I didnt used to not until I got over here. So that is todays thought process