Still alive
Well damn, its been so long I had to read my last entry to figger where I left off. I just havnt felt like talking bout my shithole of a life lately. Mebbe I got the whole Blogging thing outta my system. Theres mebbe 2 people that admit to reading my LJ still, and I only talk to one of them with any frequency. Part of me just hasnt wanted to share witht eh world lately, part of me has been not wanting to post since I have no dreams I can remember to write about. I mean this was supposed to be a dream journal, but I cant remember any lately. And I dont want every post to be me bitching about life.
For those that care... We got a place, nice 3 bedroom house in a creepy litle perfect community that looks like a space aged commune from Buck Rodgers. The HOA agreement was thick as a car manual, and I keep expecting cultists to come walking out on the perfectly manacured paths to greet us. Its creepy, but its peaceful, and its ours. Some semblence of home.
We still have no furniture, I have a desk, and a lawn chair for my computer, only an inflateable matress for a bed still. My job brings 250-300 per week, and 200 of that goes to rent. So I have almost nothing after gas and food to save or spend. ANd whats worse, the time for me to visit family and pilgrimige to Dragoness' grave is nearly upon me, with no idea where Imma get the time off and the money. Its gettin stressful. Me and Shawn are barely making it paycheck to paycheck, and whats worse, he was rejected by the navy due to his record... which they cant even find!
I renewed my WoW account and started playing again to stay sane, but its only stopgap effort. Other projects to keep busy are my painting my room, i am gonna go with a dark blue and white trim. Wil be sweet once its done, but another expense to squeeze outta my already tight budget. Hell, i;m so damn poor cant even afford a haircut. So I did it myself.... Try not to laugh.
Anyway, if anyone wants to talk drop me a line. I'm feeling really alone lately, and can use some encouragement. I got free LD, so i can call you if ya want.
For those that care... We got a place, nice 3 bedroom house in a creepy litle perfect community that looks like a space aged commune from Buck Rodgers. The HOA agreement was thick as a car manual, and I keep expecting cultists to come walking out on the perfectly manacured paths to greet us. Its creepy, but its peaceful, and its ours. Some semblence of home.
We still have no furniture, I have a desk, and a lawn chair for my computer, only an inflateable matress for a bed still. My job brings 250-300 per week, and 200 of that goes to rent. So I have almost nothing after gas and food to save or spend. ANd whats worse, the time for me to visit family and pilgrimige to Dragoness' grave is nearly upon me, with no idea where Imma get the time off and the money. Its gettin stressful. Me and Shawn are barely making it paycheck to paycheck, and whats worse, he was rejected by the navy due to his record... which they cant even find!
I renewed my WoW account and started playing again to stay sane, but its only stopgap effort. Other projects to keep busy are my painting my room, i am gonna go with a dark blue and white trim. Wil be sweet once its done, but another expense to squeeze outta my already tight budget. Hell, i;m so damn poor cant even afford a haircut. So I did it myself.... Try not to laugh.
Anyway, if anyone wants to talk drop me a line. I'm feeling really alone lately, and can use some encouragement. I got free LD, so i can call you if ya want.