Jun 26, 2005 17:04
Well last Wednesday we went for a drive to BoodyMill Road. It was fun. I hung upside down in the seat. But when I got home, all was not so good. my mom got really pissed at me for being 8 minutes late and she was making me angry. Well after drinknig all my emotions are emphasized and I got even angrier than I really was and I said a lot of bad stuff to my mom and wrote a horrible email. The next day, which was her birthday, she said she wanted to stay out of my life and I ruined her birthday - which I probably did. I feel too awkward moving in with my dad. I spologized to my mom because what I did I know was wrong and I can't do anything else but admit it. But she doesn't care. That night I also told Jon Cross never to talk to me again and did some other crazy things that weren't so good. I kind of had a mentle break down on the soccer feild the next day too. Worst drinking experience yet.
Yesterday we celebrated ALISON'S BDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was a lot of fun. We went to the shor eand had to make a billion stops first so we didn't get there until like 5. I went in the ocean because they promised to buy me a brush. It was cold. I can't remember the ride from Ocean City to Wildwood but it was long and Rick's car broke. I saw some people there. Some pictures were cool. Alison met her Myspace friend Jesse? I don't know. The night didn't end on a good note.