i'm thinking this might be my project statement

[drawingwthlight]

she wouldn't of died last night
in the hostpital,
from the ruby red pills
i handed her to swallow.
giving alice her little wonderland.
a vacation that is convinient to afford.
we want to aford what we can't- driven by out unsatisfaction.
Admitedly our lives are boring,
not dramatized realities of
heroin overdoses,
but it is still photoworthy.
Not as tantalizing as
pages of ill cut outs.
But there is an essence of reality that isn't exploited by media-hunger.
turn the pages.
be bored.
yawn, if you want.
look at my ordinary opera.