the lark of edmond rivers side.
There are the things I miss, there always will be. Someplace they might live but I will not know of them.
There is this home inside of me and as much as I would like to fill it. It will know no other guest. There is a loneliness that is unrelenting. the most unfair and true thing that might have ever been said is having to do with me being alone. I've added up the experiences I've had and feel a kind of wanting- I have learned so much in such a short amount of time, but still, there are years beyond me I do not know yet and there are persons I have yet to be.
There is hurt in me I cannot ignore, still I find myself wondering what it is like to know someone from another generation, not my thirty year old friends but the people who raised them, to know them intimatly, to hear stories from a time when the world was truly a different place. how exotic it must be. i feel like the time lord without the time or the lord.
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"What do you suppose to do now sir?"
"well... we should go out looking for her?"
The little robot looked up at his guardian and wondered why it was made to make decisions.
"I do not believe it is what she wants from you right now."
"But I made promises." said the young Bezoar [Viscount]
"You will have to decide which is more important to you., her happiness, or yours."
The young Bezoar looked down at his little friend, and kicked him.
"Lets go on, We have our work to do."
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A case of you
Just before our love got lost you said
I am as constant as a northern star
And I said, constant in the darkness
Wheres that at?
If you want me Ill be in the bar
On the back of a cartoon coaster
In the blue tv screen light
I drew a map of canada
Oh canada
And your face sketched on it twice
Oh you are in my blood like holy wine
Oh and you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you
I could drink a case of you darling
And I would still be on my feet
Oh Id still be on my feet
Oh I am a lonely painter
I live in a box of paints
Im frightened by the devil
And Im drawn to those ones that aint afraid
I remember that time that you told me, you said
Love is touching souls
Surely you touched mine
Cause part of you pours out of me
In these lines from time to time
Oh you are in my blood like holy wine
And you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you
I could drink a case of you darling
Still Id be on my feet
And still be on my feet
I met a woman
She had a mouth like yours
She knew your life
She knew your devils and your deeds
And she said
Color go to him, stay with him if you can
Oh but be prepared to bleed
Oh but you are in my blood youre my holy wine
Oh and you taste so bitter, bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you darling
Still Id be on my feet
Id still be on my feet
Mmmmmmm
There is this home inside of me and as much as I would like to fill it. It will know no other guest. There is a loneliness that is unrelenting. the most unfair and true thing that might have ever been said is having to do with me being alone. I've added up the experiences I've had and feel a kind of wanting- I have learned so much in such a short amount of time, but still, there are years beyond me I do not know yet and there are persons I have yet to be.
There is hurt in me I cannot ignore, still I find myself wondering what it is like to know someone from another generation, not my thirty year old friends but the people who raised them, to know them intimatly, to hear stories from a time when the world was truly a different place. how exotic it must be. i feel like the time lord without the time or the lord.
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"What do you suppose to do now sir?"
"well... we should go out looking for her?"
The little robot looked up at his guardian and wondered why it was made to make decisions.
"I do not believe it is what she wants from you right now."
"But I made promises." said the young Bezoar [Viscount]
"You will have to decide which is more important to you., her happiness, or yours."
The young Bezoar looked down at his little friend, and kicked him.
"Lets go on, We have our work to do."
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A case of you
Just before our love got lost you said
I am as constant as a northern star
And I said, constant in the darkness
Wheres that at?
If you want me Ill be in the bar
On the back of a cartoon coaster
In the blue tv screen light
I drew a map of canada
Oh canada
And your face sketched on it twice
Oh you are in my blood like holy wine
Oh and you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you
I could drink a case of you darling
And I would still be on my feet
Oh Id still be on my feet
Oh I am a lonely painter
I live in a box of paints
Im frightened by the devil
And Im drawn to those ones that aint afraid
I remember that time that you told me, you said
Love is touching souls
Surely you touched mine
Cause part of you pours out of me
In these lines from time to time
Oh you are in my blood like holy wine
And you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you
I could drink a case of you darling
Still Id be on my feet
And still be on my feet
I met a woman
She had a mouth like yours
She knew your life
She knew your devils and your deeds
And she said
Color go to him, stay with him if you can
Oh but be prepared to bleed
Oh but you are in my blood youre my holy wine
Oh and you taste so bitter, bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you darling
Still Id be on my feet
Id still be on my feet
Mmmmmmm