I hate school
I went to school and it's just depressing. I really dislike most people in my class. Everyone is gone that I knew, and it's so hard to make all new friends.
I have two core guy friends right now at school but I know that when I stop having classes with them, I'm probably not going to see much of them anymore. One of the guys is a senior, so it's depressing because I'll never see him again. The other is a sophomore so, it isn't as big a deal, but still. My friends from last year are all gone, or not in any of my classes. I'm sick of just restarting every year finding new people.
I just have wayyy too much people in certain classes I need help in. I have 29 people in my math class and then 29 in my Spanish class. That's so many people. I'm an idiot when it comes to spanish and now I'm going to have to work my butt off on relearning it because my other teachers were not qualified.
I do love my AP Psych class though. All of 10 people, ha. It's nice because I like the people in it and there are one or two that I don't know which is a plus.
But then, it is completely depressing because I just don't like my teachers. I know that I'll eventually know certain people in classes so it's not a big deal. But I do not like to sit and listen to underqualified people tell my how wrong I am about all of my opinions. I get that enough in every day life from friends and family, I don't need it from my parents as well.
Oh well. I guess I'm just really missing my brother and sister right now. I have not one person I can vent to about anything. It's hard to hang out with people when you still don't have classes with them. I know everyone says it doesn't matter, friends are friends, but the fact that you don't see them ever kind of makes everybody drift apart.
But I'm just angry, frustrated rambling so I might as well stop because it's giving even myself a headache.
I have two core guy friends right now at school but I know that when I stop having classes with them, I'm probably not going to see much of them anymore. One of the guys is a senior, so it's depressing because I'll never see him again. The other is a sophomore so, it isn't as big a deal, but still. My friends from last year are all gone, or not in any of my classes. I'm sick of just restarting every year finding new people.
I just have wayyy too much people in certain classes I need help in. I have 29 people in my math class and then 29 in my Spanish class. That's so many people. I'm an idiot when it comes to spanish and now I'm going to have to work my butt off on relearning it because my other teachers were not qualified.
I do love my AP Psych class though. All of 10 people, ha. It's nice because I like the people in it and there are one or two that I don't know which is a plus.
But then, it is completely depressing because I just don't like my teachers. I know that I'll eventually know certain people in classes so it's not a big deal. But I do not like to sit and listen to underqualified people tell my how wrong I am about all of my opinions. I get that enough in every day life from friends and family, I don't need it from my parents as well.
Oh well. I guess I'm just really missing my brother and sister right now. I have not one person I can vent to about anything. It's hard to hang out with people when you still don't have classes with them. I know everyone says it doesn't matter, friends are friends, but the fact that you don't see them ever kind of makes everybody drift apart.
But I'm just angry, frustrated rambling so I might as well stop because it's giving even myself a headache.