just to much to say
wow i just have way to many feelings building up inside me.
i have not used this thing in so long either.
today isnt really a good day i feel sick again like always.
its so hard to loose someone you really care about.
especially over somethings that clearly could have been avoided by making the right decison.
if you say im your everything and truley mean it things would have never happened like this.
its happened so many times noww i feel perminently let down by you and your lies.
and even though we are over now, i cant help but feel broken when you get involved with someone else.
but why do you claim you still love me.... all i wanted was to teach you a lesson but clearly it didnt work.
life is too short to waste my time on this and you. but i can just forget about you as much as i want to.
youll always be a close friend because i never leave anyones friendship.
oh yeah and girls just some advice i'd be careful with this boy!
but hey school will be here soon enough and things will be alooooot better.
its so sad thats summer is almost summer but gotta make the best of it :)
oh yeah and tonight i have volleyball practice but i suck haha hope for the best i guess lol
love peace and happiness MARIE<3