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i have the habit of being too good to certain people. its really distructive for myself...but as much as i tell myself that, i can't stop. i guess i'm addicted to them. and it's not like it's everyone, either. it's just, like, 4 people..and that's it. these certain people i'd do anything for; i'd bend backwards for them, just to see them happy. uhm. i think this is a problem, cuz i dont want to put myself in these situations. though, i continue to do so (like last night...oyee). i just want to see these people smile, but it just so happens that these certain few are the hardest people to please. mcoideamcoa i dont really know WHAT to do, exactly. i'm too loyal. i'm too good. i'm too nice.
what i'd like to do is take this love for them, and redistribute it out to the rest of you, so no one is disappointed, and i'm a good person to the rest of you.
no. what i'd like to do is put all this effort that's wasted on these people on my schoolwork. yeah, that's it. i hate my grades, thus i hate myself.
i'm getting repetative.
what i'd like to do is take this love for them, and redistribute it out to the rest of you, so no one is disappointed, and i'm a good person to the rest of you.
no. what i'd like to do is put all this effort that's wasted on these people on my schoolwork. yeah, that's it. i hate my grades, thus i hate myself.
i'm getting repetative.