Jan 07, 2006 19:33
Um, long time no see journal.
So many things have happened since the last time I wrote to you, bad things, worse things, and terrible, earth shattering events that rock the very core of what makes my whole. I'd like to think that the New Years ceremony clensed all of these unpleasantries from my slab so that I may start with sparkling freshness. I have to say, as pathetic as I was in october, november, and December, the birth of the new year has seemed to awaken the old, more confident and hopefull soul that had laid dormant in me somewhere, for so long. I don't know where the old me was hiding, but I would do jus about anything to get her back, and sure enough, somebodie's peaking!!!!!!!! I just know things are looking up, why else have I been having such a good time the last 2 weeks. I miss being happy, I'm glad I tried it on again because it fits great. Well, time to party....again. BUT NO DRINKING!!!