Happy f***ing b-day to me...
It was my 21st birthday today... and it sucked. Thank you Nick for trying to make it not so but it did anyways... Nobody cared. Didn't get one email, got two phone calls, but that was it... didn't even have a real party, I just hung out with family. Because of some drama going on right now, I didn't even get a "hey" from someone I previously (aka pre-drama) considered my best friend... Everyone was too busy to hang with me for even a little while... it sucked.
It's a really great feeling to find out that nobody fucking cares.
Yes I'm being emo right now, no I don't care because quite frankly after today it's true.
It was my 21st birthday and it wasn't really anything special. I sat at my parent's and watched tv... I didn't party, go to a bar, anything.. It's supposed to be a big event and nobody fucking cared.
-sigh-
I'm gonna go to sleep now and back to life as usual tomorrow.. it just still seems... wrong, somehow.
It's a really great feeling to find out that nobody fucking cares.
Yes I'm being emo right now, no I don't care because quite frankly after today it's true.
It was my 21st birthday and it wasn't really anything special. I sat at my parent's and watched tv... I didn't party, go to a bar, anything.. It's supposed to be a big event and nobody fucking cared.
-sigh-
I'm gonna go to sleep now and back to life as usual tomorrow.. it just still seems... wrong, somehow.