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the past few days have been very interesting.
I've got a girlfriend for the first time in awhile, which is cool dispite the constant feeling that I'm going to get dumped at any moment. I'm trying out this whole pastel thing and that's working out slowly, but it's cool none the less.
School though, is becoming something, of a burden. Not the whole class aspect, although there are afew that I can stand to go to. But it's my "friends" or whatever they're supposed to be, It just seems everyone's growing distant. Seems I have less and less interaction between certain kids these days. It's down to I don't even get a reaction when passing them in the halls, and these are people I used to hang with almost everyday last year. But whatever, just reminds me how flakey high school is, and makes me long for college even more. Well, seems pretty stupid, i should just STFU like everyone wants and just stand around to take up space.
I've got a girlfriend for the first time in awhile, which is cool dispite the constant feeling that I'm going to get dumped at any moment. I'm trying out this whole pastel thing and that's working out slowly, but it's cool none the less.
School though, is becoming something, of a burden. Not the whole class aspect, although there are afew that I can stand to go to. But it's my "friends" or whatever they're supposed to be, It just seems everyone's growing distant. Seems I have less and less interaction between certain kids these days. It's down to I don't even get a reaction when passing them in the halls, and these are people I used to hang with almost everyday last year. But whatever, just reminds me how flakey high school is, and makes me long for college even more. Well, seems pretty stupid, i should just STFU like everyone wants and just stand around to take up space.