***K! BLAH! AHHHH!

[drastic_dreamer]

I am in a very pissy mood tonight and I don't know exactly why. First, think I succeeded in quitting smoking? No! (Granted, I smoked a lot less than I normally would in one day!) I know I'm getting sick because my throat started hurting at work and it's still hurting now, I haven't had a fucking weekend off in months, my days off are split up this schedule, and a little over three weeks later and I still don't have my goddamn raise. I've been working at the bakery for a year now and I think I want to take my vacation fucking soon. I need it. I'm drained physically and emotionally. I come in on my days off, I come in early the days I work anyway, I work over-time practically every night, I work up to ten days straight too often... and it still feels like I'm getting nowhere. I really, really want a break. :(

... And all I wear are work clothes and my night stuff! I wanna dress up... :(  :( : (