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it is 1:35 am. in about 7hrs i will leave for san antonio to catch the plane to utah. i still cant believe this, its finally happeneing, im moving out and goin to college. starting my own life, with no parents to tell me what to do and no house full of kids and fighting. i should be happy, well i mean i am happy and way excited, but i am also kinda scared and very sad. i am goin to miss victoria, yeah yeahm i know that i have always said how i hate this town and i cant wait to leave, and now i am and im sad and getting homesick already. im gunna miss this town, im gunna miss my friends, and my family and goin to the shows here and seein everyone. im goin to miss my sister allie more than anything, i love her so much, i feel bad about leaving her here. i know everyone has to do the whole growing up thing and its part of life, but still, i feel bad leaving her here. shes my best friend. im gunna miss my bestfriends michelle and davie wavie more than anyone can imagine. im gunna miss all the little things. im gunna miss it all, im leaving some place i was born and grew up in, ive never lived anywhere else, all i know is hear. and now im moving all the way to utah!! freak, what was i thinking, hehe. i dunno, this is so weird. i remember the first day of jr high, like it was yesterday, freak i rememebr nap time in kindergarden, i rememeber pre-k when i bee tried to sting me! it all goes by too fast, everything. i dont wanna grow up! i rememeber i use to not wait to grow up, now i just wanna stay 18, hehe. i still cant believe it though, i mean im goin far away, i will only see my friends and family during the summer and some holidays, *sniff* BUT, i will be down to walk the stage for graduation, so yay! anywho, i should get to packin and sleepin. the next time yall will hear from me i will no longer be home, i will be gone in a place i dont know with people i dont know. goodbye home.