May 09, 2009 18:03
Up is east--down is white. Some things just aren't making sense. Someone leaves what I assumed was a happy companionship because they "Just weren't feeling it." If I was told "We grew apart." I would have been sad about the break up, but I would have accepted that response more than the former. I suspect there might be someone else that bares letters. I think I'm right.
I have two extra credit assignments that need to get done at 3 tests to study for. I want the semester to end, I want all of my grad stuff in, I want a shiny letter saying I'm in (I'll settle for normal paper) and I want decent grades. I'm not asking for much.
Well, I am also asking for a job and in this "recession", asking for a job is like asking for the perfect chocolate chip cookie--it's damn near impossible.
I just want to graduate and leave this world of undergrad behind me. It's getting annoying and this year it's been a little lonely. Stupid blanton being far from most ppl.
On a lighter note, a friend had a get together for her birthday at QXTs. I was excited and scared to go because I've never been to a club, let alone a goth one. I donned my short skirt that I wore on a ligerie night (Rocky themed show), my thigh highs and my Magenta boots. And I borrowed an awesome top (thank you Sarah). Andy looked really HOT!! I forgot he had a strait jacket that can have sleeves if you hood it to a loop on the shoulder. I got to dance and hang out with awesome people. I had a blast. HOORAY FOR SAV TURNING 21! Now I can add going to a club to the list of things I've done.
I should be studying. I should be, but apparently lj is more entertaining. I try to be studious and it always leads to facebook, lj, youtube, fml (recent addiction), and now I'm back to what I was at with my caffiene addiction. Sigh. I try to give it up, but it keeps taunting me. Damn you caffiene!
Off I go back to the land of studying. I blame my professor for putting her notes online for my ADD behavior.