you still amaze me
How can you leave me here, just when I need you most, and still manage to make me feel like shit about it. You treated me like crap for those last few days when we were "us", and yet I still miss them more than anything. I feel pathetic telling you that I care, and yet I still can't manage to throw away your pictures. You changed me. And I'm hating every minute of it. How the fuck did you manage this?!