Nov 30, 2005 19:38
I can't believe how much I think about you.
I can't wait until Saturday. Even if it's just getting a tree with your family. Normally I hate family crap. But for this, I'm actually excited.
I'm so sorry for everything I've put us through already. You have no idea how disgraced I feel when you tell me you're dissapointed in me.
I eat whole wheat toast instead of ice cream for you and go to school for full days now. It's like everything is slowly being put back into place, just because I know you care. And that means so much to me.
I miss you already (even though you're just a five minute walk down the street lol).
<3 jamie.