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I love how blank everythings become.
I live for that thrill of completing that trick for the first time after weeks of attempts.
I don't do drugs anymore.
I'm falling for a boys and waiting for them him with nothing to show for any of it. But I still wait.
I hate looking in the mirror. I avoid it whenever I can.
I hate my job.
I hate school.
I purposely fall asleep during my weekend plans so I have an excuse to avoid them.
And it's just getting colder.......