Oct 19, 2002 16:44
haha i jsut wrote a long ass bitch at the world entry but i had to erase it. i will not conform to insanity. every fuckin day ive been sleeping for at least 12 hours. id rather not but i cant help it. we are on the 9th song now for the recording. only two more to go. im pretty excited about the final outcome. last night i really dint have to do any recording..it was mostly drums. i ended up sitting in my jeep for about two hours and all i did was think about my life when i lived in new jersey for 9th grade. theres lots of old friends that i dont talk to at all and i wish i could say hi. new jersey was great. i touched my first pair of boobs and felt pubes...hahaha i never got down to the actual vagina cause i really didnt know it was so far down and her pants were on tight. i also discovered skateboarding. its weird though. i started skateboarding after i had my sexual encounters there and as soon as i got my skateboard I LOST ALL GIRLS. i dont get it. do girls get jealous of that piece of wood...i bet its cuase i was always sweaty and stunk like skunk so no girl would get close to me. whatever i still felt on the soft skin of a boob. when a moved back to miami during the summer after 9th grade i finally wasnt scared of girls so the girls i knew from 8th grade at hammocks middle were still around when i moved back from NJ so i started MACKIN it. but i still skateboarded vigorously like a madman. it was soo fuckin great. i really misss all the good times i had skatebaording. theres too many to even start reflecting on. i need food.