I'd love feeling like telling you about it
a lot has gone on. can't really sum up Mehico.
too much to say I guess.
I have my moments. if you catch me off guard. you know when I start drinking [soda], something's wrong.
I'm almost 21 and I feel like 95. and nothing has really changed. Maybe I'm afraid of change. even good change.
I'm just being a rambling idiot right now. blame fatigue.
I could have enjoyed the cold rain in the hot tub water. I was numb. He's right, we're boring. My lack of excitement rubs off everyone else's.
that's why I don't want to be around you.
but I hate that because I really miss me.
too much to say I guess.
I have my moments. if you catch me off guard. you know when I start drinking [soda], something's wrong.
I'm almost 21 and I feel like 95. and nothing has really changed. Maybe I'm afraid of change. even good change.
I'm just being a rambling idiot right now. blame fatigue.
I could have enjoyed the cold rain in the hot tub water. I was numb. He's right, we're boring. My lack of excitement rubs off everyone else's.
that's why I don't want to be around you.
but I hate that because I really miss me.