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... okay.. last post of the night.. really:
I read over some of my older livejournals... God i bitch a lot. jesus christ. I guess this is some sort of outlet for things I just can't talk to anyone else about. Either because they won't listen or don't care.
But jesus.. I need to start wearing eye make up and wearing girls jeans if this keeps up and turn int some emo kid. Probaly will wait another hundred and seventy some weeks to post again if this is the drivel I come up with out of my head *tap taps his skull*
Oh yah. Also started college. One class. First class in about 10 and a half years. Severe anxiety that goes away once i'm in class. Can't concentrate on work at all, my brain locks up and my bloodpressure shoots up until my chest hurts. My eyes go unfocused and I have difficulty breathing. I have to literally force myself to sit down and type out papers.. I worry about me.
... se i'm bitching again. Maybe I should other people's live journals and see what they have to say. maybe that's what we do here.. just whine and bitch? I guess I"ll go find out.
I read over some of my older livejournals... God i bitch a lot. jesus christ. I guess this is some sort of outlet for things I just can't talk to anyone else about. Either because they won't listen or don't care.
But jesus.. I need to start wearing eye make up and wearing girls jeans if this keeps up and turn int some emo kid. Probaly will wait another hundred and seventy some weeks to post again if this is the drivel I come up with out of my head *tap taps his skull*
Oh yah. Also started college. One class. First class in about 10 and a half years. Severe anxiety that goes away once i'm in class. Can't concentrate on work at all, my brain locks up and my bloodpressure shoots up until my chest hurts. My eyes go unfocused and I have difficulty breathing. I have to literally force myself to sit down and type out papers.. I worry about me.
... se i'm bitching again. Maybe I should other people's live journals and see what they have to say. maybe that's what we do here.. just whine and bitch? I guess I"ll go find out.