May 10, 2005 22:03
I went to my nutrititionist tonight. Yes so I found out I am not five foot. I am four foot eleven and a half. Half an inch, you may say, but half an inch somehow seems so much bigger when you are under five foot. Oh well. The appointment went so well and I have never been so motivated to do this well in recovery. I have been struggling a lot in the past month. I sort of made a transition into bulimia. Not so much purging, but trust me there are other ways to get rid of the calories after eating a lot. It's totally different but I hate it just as much. I am going to do so well, though, with my eating. Please keep me in your prayers. It is so difficult but I know with God anything is possible. I am going to make it out of this and I will be such a better person from the experience.