wow...
i cant help but feel lost at times like these... i mean, my friends keep calling me, cause im near home... but still. i worry more for them than myself... i mean look at it this way, they are gone when their families may be in danger. while i am here, so close, yet not close enough to see or smell the flames. it is so sad that they call me and ask if im ok, i should be calling them and their families. calabasas is under flame attack and so is agoura hills, why do they call and ask me? chatsworth is ok, start calling the ones being affected right now. they need consoling. oi i am ranting... why is it that i feel so weird? i love my friends so much and yet it has only saddened me with each of their calls today... realize this, i am ok, my family is close to me... i feel that i should be calling each of your families and then reporting back to you guys... i miss you sooo much, and i hope your families are safe...