If ifs and buts were candy and nuts then every day would be Christmas

Mar 06, 2005 20:46

OK so today was MUCHO fun. Not much really got done. I feel bad for the cast memebers that were really there for nothing. The entire 5 hours were spent trying to get the body mics to work and just getting them set up in general. I had a lot of fun helping Rene set up even though a lot of the laughs were at my expense, as usual. I'm an easy target. It's not that I set myself up for it but I think people feed off the way I react or something, who knows. Any way I laughed a lot, and for those of you that know me that is the number one thing in my book. You make me laugh then you're OK. I had a lot of good laughs this weekend.

On another note however I'm kinda losing my mind. So I found there are major ups and downs to being over weight. So one kid is known for his comments he makes to people. Mostly to make them uncomfortable. However he makes these comments to people (mostly girls). I know never to take this boy seriously. He's a kidder. Yet those girls take him WAY too seriously and take offense from it. So not many people at all like him because of it. I dont know how he does it but he doesnt let them and their opinions get to him (or at least doesn't show it). So because i am big I dont have to deal with his stupid comments. So that's a plus. On the other hand I know there's a difference in the way he thinks of me. It's almost like I'm "one of the guys". Now what girl wants to be thought of as a guy friend... Granted I can't read his mind and have no idea what he thinks the way he treats me is no where in the same. Part of me wishes I was skinny so I could still ahev a blast with him and hang out laughing but instead now be thought of as a girl. but i would like to be a girl in his mind with out the bonus comments that pushed so many away. I would hate to lose my source of entertainment and giggles.

Sorry yal had to read all that mumbo jumbo I just had to think out loud.

<3 yall
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