Tool tonight...

Feb 29, 2020 15:32

For the last few days I've been trying to muster up the enthusiasm to get excited about seeing Tool tonight.  I can't seem to do it.

In fact, to tell the truth I don't even really want to go.  The only reason I am going is that my friend's son is going also and this will be his first concert.
I should have only bought one ticket but I asked my BF before I bought anything... I thought he might want to go as I decided it might be nice to go with someone rather than always go by myself.
He said that Tool wasn't really his thing but he'd ask his son if he wanted to go.  Too late at that point for me to just buy one ticket.

If it was just me, if I had only bought one ticket... I really think that I would just forfeit it and not go.
My best friend has agreed to drive us in and pick us up later, which is a big help and I'm grateful for that.

I'm not even sure what time he is picking me up as he seemed quite distracted this morning when I texted him.  I almost don't want to bug him anymore as I get the impression he was less than happy this morning.
All I know is that I suggested we get there at about 6.45pm, he said no problem.  I assume that he might pick me up at 6pm?  Sigh... guess I'll be ready by then and hope that it's not earlier.

~o0o~

It's just me lately, I seem to have little motivation to do anything.  All I want to do is stay home.
What is wrong with me?  Depression?  No, I don't think so.  It just feels like tiredness.  That's probably what it is. 
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