Nov 09, 2005 22:00
just wanna say the entry before isnt true anymore
but i really dont care.
wtf is up with people lately?
especailly people i used to love?
whatever. i shouldnt care anymore but the sad part is i do
ive change alot this year
so fucking what. im actually fucking happy and if you cant deal with that fuck off. stay away from me. dont talk to me, dont talk about me, and dont think about me
no one could possibly understand what i fucking went through a few months ago. no one
even thew 5 people that actually know about it.
you werent there. you didnt experiecne it every fucking day for what? 4 months?
you dont know what its like to be medicated.
unless youve actually been medicated.
so fuck all of you who have something bad to say about me
yea, im loud
yea, im annoying
yea, im obnoxious
but im also fucking happy
ive never been so happy in my life
ive never had so much self confidence in my life
so fuck any and all of you who trys to fuck that up for me
cuz god, i will have something to do and say about it if you have something you need to tell me and i find out youre all talking shit about me behind my back
seriously what the fuck is this?
my "best friends" turning their back on me cuz im happy
and im confident
and no one can fukcing change that if they try
so fuck all of y ou
i dont care who you are
fuck all of you
right now i just cant stand a single person i used to call me friends
and i repeat, no one can possibly understand what i experience.
unless you were there, even thne you couldnt understand
once again fuck you all.