"lego me man" -a wonderful bahama song lol
oh man do i want to write in this thing... ive wanted to a couple of times... and this afternoon when i got home i had this whole long entry written and i didnt post it yet and when i just walked in and reread it, i realized that it is not what i want written. who's to say that what im about to write now will eventually get posted up or not or if I'll regret it a couple days from now or whatever... but here goes...
I got back today from a trip with my family to the bahamas. It was a very relaxing trip... got to spend alot of time in the sun just tanning and laying around poolside. I did a dolphin encounter where i got kissed and hugged by a dolphin named Abaco. I got to jet ski... that was pretty awesome. I went pretty fast and lost a contact in the beautiful crystal clear ocean, dont worry, im over it lol Got to gamble at the casino for the first time... granted they didnt care about age in the bahamas because my mom saw a four year old pulling on the handle lol. All in all it was a pretty good time. I'm nice and brown now so everyone should be pretty jealous of my tan... other than that, it was a good trip!
Now that I am home, I have about a week left to get ready for school. I am going to be working the next three days and then I am all done for the summer. Everything else just includes packing and lessening the amount of crap that goes back to school with me, as well as primp myself up with all the necessary essentials before I head back! Once I get back its audition time and I must say I'm a little nervous, but pretty excited. I just want to do my shit and say "screw you, this is what I got... take it or leave it". We'll see how that goes lol
I cant wait to get back because I need my friends. I have taken them for granted at times in the past and since we are all going to be seniors and we are all being forced to grow up, I am so happy that I have the friends I have because I wouldnt want to face the real world with anyone else.
As for everything else, I have my moments when I like to throw myself a pity party, but I am slowly (*key word slowly*) starting to feel better. I just have to keep saying "Que sera sera... Whatever will be will be" It's not easy, but I can do it. Honestly, I deserve the best. I know that. and I intend on getting it.
Enough said.
I got back today from a trip with my family to the bahamas. It was a very relaxing trip... got to spend alot of time in the sun just tanning and laying around poolside. I did a dolphin encounter where i got kissed and hugged by a dolphin named Abaco. I got to jet ski... that was pretty awesome. I went pretty fast and lost a contact in the beautiful crystal clear ocean, dont worry, im over it lol Got to gamble at the casino for the first time... granted they didnt care about age in the bahamas because my mom saw a four year old pulling on the handle lol. All in all it was a pretty good time. I'm nice and brown now so everyone should be pretty jealous of my tan... other than that, it was a good trip!
Now that I am home, I have about a week left to get ready for school. I am going to be working the next three days and then I am all done for the summer. Everything else just includes packing and lessening the amount of crap that goes back to school with me, as well as primp myself up with all the necessary essentials before I head back! Once I get back its audition time and I must say I'm a little nervous, but pretty excited. I just want to do my shit and say "screw you, this is what I got... take it or leave it". We'll see how that goes lol
I cant wait to get back because I need my friends. I have taken them for granted at times in the past and since we are all going to be seniors and we are all being forced to grow up, I am so happy that I have the friends I have because I wouldnt want to face the real world with anyone else.
As for everything else, I have my moments when I like to throw myself a pity party, but I am slowly (*key word slowly*) starting to feel better. I just have to keep saying "Que sera sera... Whatever will be will be" It's not easy, but I can do it. Honestly, I deserve the best. I know that. and I intend on getting it.
Enough said.