just breathe
ok, so this past weekend has made me realize alot more things about what i am doing and do not want to continue doing. but im feeling better about it and thats a start. i just need to stay positive and realize that there are alot of people out there who care about me. im not alone and there are people who are willing to listen and want to help. unfortunately all the things i am feeling can not really be helped by other people but its just nice to know that they are there. i finally got a job which im actually pretty excited about. working at MAC makeup and getting paid ReaLLy well so hopefully that will start soon and i can keep busy during the week which will be very helpful. so things are starting to look up for me and im excited to see what lies ahead. i want to try all new things that i have never tried before and i do not want to be afraid to get up and do it. i used to not care what everyone else thought and im not sure what happened to that but if i could get some of that "who gives a shit" feeling back i would be thrilled.
so heres to trying new things, not being afraid, being okay with myself and not worrying about all the rest of the crap that i dont need to worry about. people love me and just because they dont call me as much as i call them doesnt mean they dont love me, it just means that they have WAY more of a life than i do haha
and baby, thanks for being patient. or trying anyway lol
IM AWESOME. no sarcasm this time... and im gonna work on being even better. :)
so heres to trying new things, not being afraid, being okay with myself and not worrying about all the rest of the crap that i dont need to worry about. people love me and just because they dont call me as much as i call them doesnt mean they dont love me, it just means that they have WAY more of a life than i do haha
and baby, thanks for being patient. or trying anyway lol
IM AWESOME. no sarcasm this time... and im gonna work on being even better. :)