Feb 25, 2009 22:55
I am sorry that sometimes I seem to be too much for words, and that I change my mind too many times and too often. I'm sorry that whenever I open my mouth it feels like poison is spewing, that I am the reason for global warming and that if I just please shut my mouth, the ozone layer might heal. I'm sorry- but let me tell you- sorry- apology-regret-pity--- these words are just words. And words only have the meanings you give them. Until you give a word power, it means
n o t h i n g
at all.
I still say I'm sorry-
and please let me explain.
I'm sorry because I love you so much, because sometimes loving you gets in the way of being with you. I hold expectations for you to fullfill that are far greater than the expectation any one person should ever imagine meeting--- or as I wish for you- exceeding.
love,
apology