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Jan 17, 2010 01:20

I went on a couple of dates recently. It occurred to me about half way through the second that I didn't like the girl, but rather I just wanted to like someone. I don't think a relationship is a good idea for me right now, though sex would be a great idea, provided no offspring were produced. Unfortunately I'm not 100% sure how to get one without the other, and I'm certainly no expert at the other. The last relationship did a number on me.

I've been working out a lot and am possibly in the best shape of my life right now, though I'm not actually sure. I signed up to do a half marathon April 25th, I gotta confess I thought I was signing up to do a 10k. Woops. Anyway I have to do a lot of training between now and then, but by that point I expect to be some sort of paragon of fitness.

Two days ago I was hanging out with a one eyed paranoid schizophrenic man covered with swastikas thinking to myself, "I wonder if this guy would let me clean out that empty eye socket". I'm pretty sure I am the only one of us who can say that. Anyway it was for nursing, and some of my fellow nurses thought it would be a good idea to come sit by us while I'm trying to talk to this guy, who as I mentioned is a paranoid schizophrenic, and perhaps not the best person to crowd around, he clamed up quick so I suggested we go somewhere else and he agreed. I'm really getting annoyed with my fellow classmates this block, though I suspect I'm just in a bad mood over all, none the less it's getting hard for me to hold my tongue.

If everything goes well with student loans and what not I should be graduated by december this year and a full fledged nurse by february. After that I'm in the ether. I don't know where yet, but apparently I could get a job on a cruise ship for singles and nail drunk ladies while slowly developing major depression at what my life has become. Just a possibility.
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