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So things have been...strange. My feelings have been up and down so much within the past week and a half, it's making my tummy hurt. I have shed tears almost every day. This isn't how this week was supposed to start off anyhow. I mean shit, it's my birthday tomorrow, and I'm not even excited anymore! Just another day?
Maybe turning 18 will be the start of the new Theresa. The one who isn't so insecure, the one who is more aware of her surroundings, the one who shows her abilities to trust, the one who gets off of her ass and gets a job, more importantly, the one who you will be more satisfied with. I am more than willing to make those transitions. I just need patience and support. Today was really hard for me on the phone. Having you make me realize what a (not so?) terrible person I am. Even though it hurt me really bad to hear all those things that you think I am, and the things that you don't like about me, it was for the better. I now know what I have to do.
Anywho...I got my hair did last night. It's so damn cute. I love it. I shall be taking a shit load of pictures this weekend so, I will try to post some on here, if not, they will be on myspace, and if you're not on myspace, then you will not be able to see the hottness, so that sucks. Haha.
I have no idea what I'm doing for my birthday tomorrow. Probably nothing big? I know tonight I am going to VP because Kelsey, Kate, Amanda and possibly Kayleigh are going up there, so that should be fun. I hope tomorrow is better than what today was.
Saturday is prom and I'm really nervous for some reason. I need to get jewelry, and I am getting my nails done Thursday. I think it should be a lot of fun though. I can't wait to get all dolled up and stuff.
Alright this is enough for now.
Love, Theresa
Maybe turning 18 will be the start of the new Theresa. The one who isn't so insecure, the one who is more aware of her surroundings, the one who shows her abilities to trust, the one who gets off of her ass and gets a job, more importantly, the one who you will be more satisfied with. I am more than willing to make those transitions. I just need patience and support. Today was really hard for me on the phone. Having you make me realize what a (not so?) terrible person I am. Even though it hurt me really bad to hear all those things that you think I am, and the things that you don't like about me, it was for the better. I now know what I have to do.
Anywho...I got my hair did last night. It's so damn cute. I love it. I shall be taking a shit load of pictures this weekend so, I will try to post some on here, if not, they will be on myspace, and if you're not on myspace, then you will not be able to see the hottness, so that sucks. Haha.
I have no idea what I'm doing for my birthday tomorrow. Probably nothing big? I know tonight I am going to VP because Kelsey, Kate, Amanda and possibly Kayleigh are going up there, so that should be fun. I hope tomorrow is better than what today was.
Saturday is prom and I'm really nervous for some reason. I need to get jewelry, and I am getting my nails done Thursday. I think it should be a lot of fun though. I can't wait to get all dolled up and stuff.
Alright this is enough for now.
Love, Theresa