Mixed feeeeeeeeelings.

Jul 14, 2004 14:43

My life right now is weird. It might not seem weird to anyone else but it is to me. I'm so happy yet so freakin BORED with life. With my days. I hate how I am so unmotivated to change it too. I guess I have kind of made a change in my everyday routine now that I started working out and what not. And I have hung out with a few people that I normally don't hang out with. I don't know. I need to get myself a job. And I've been saying this for months on end but I don't want a job. I don't want one at all. I don't want to miss out on things. As stupid and immature as that sounds, that's how I look at it. Working everyday (or almost everyday) is probably going to make me miss out on things. Like hanging out with people, or going to shows, or just HAVING FUN. I need to find a job where it gives me a lot of money, lets me work not too early in the morning and not too late at night, no weekends, lets me have my peircing in (I guess this is optional, haha), lets me wear cute clothes and not some RIDICULOUS uniform. Where is this fantasy job of mine??? I need to find it. Like real bad.

I'm so excited for the next few days. I've got two shows, a possible date with Kelly, and sleeping in a tent in Canada with my boyfriend and a bunch of my friends. How fun. And Pat Benatar is next Tuesday!! Yay! I'm so pumped.

I saw Anchorman and it was good.

I think I am going to take a nap now. Yep, that's what I am going to do.

<3
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