and i've done what i could for you
So this weekend was pretty good. It had it's ups and dows but it was good. Friday was the Red I Flight show and that was alright. Saturday I had to wake up when I didn't want to to go get beautiful. My hair was amazing and I loved it. Then...went back to Erics to get ready for prom. We left his house WAY later then what I wanted to, and got to my mom's, saw Kelly for like .2 seconds, then went on the adventure to find the damn place where Prom was. We got lost, and we were about 45 minutes or so late...but it's ok. I had a good time. Eric was sick the whole time so that put a bit of a damper on my night...but all in all, I had a lot of fun. Dancing my ass off with Katelyn, Kayleigh, Lauren and Stacie for most of the night. I didn't get my slow dance with Eric because we had to leave early because he puked :\ but that's alright, I guess he just has to make it up to me, haha. He made me feel SO fucking beautiful though and it was amazing <3 Then we went back to his house, and he felt a little better after sleeping the whole ride home, and the garder belt was a success :D Then the rest of the weekend was just like any other weekend, blah blah blah.
I cried again though. It just seems like you don't have too much faith in your girl. If you would like me to change THAT bad, I need to you to be a little posi about it. That's completely understandable. How can you expect me to want to change when this whole time you think these problems will resurface? That doesn't make me too motivated. I love you...and you know that I am not willing to lose you, because I literally need you in my life, you are what makes these curls appear around my mouth that you adore so very much.
Red I Flight is opening for the Misfits this Friday at the Machine Shop. Go you fucks.
That is all.
I cried again though. It just seems like you don't have too much faith in your girl. If you would like me to change THAT bad, I need to you to be a little posi about it. That's completely understandable. How can you expect me to want to change when this whole time you think these problems will resurface? That doesn't make me too motivated. I love you...and you know that I am not willing to lose you, because I literally need you in my life, you are what makes these curls appear around my mouth that you adore so very much.
Red I Flight is opening for the Misfits this Friday at the Machine Shop. Go you fucks.
That is all.