Jan 12, 2006 01:16
I slept again last night from 1:30 till 9:30 along with earlier that day when I slept from 3:30- 11:30. All I do is sleep!! This morning I got up late and was really lazy. I went into work late good thing the cook helped me by mopping the floor. Work sucked, I think im getting really bored of it. Actually, I know im getting really bored. I got done at 2pm and then drove home quickly ate my face off as usual went to lie down and ended up falling asleep for an hour woke up at 4 got another sundae at McDonalds yeah I know im bad. Went to work from 4:30-8:30. I so hated work today I didnt have much energy. I got to work with Geo though which was awesome because I miss that girl and barely ever see her anymore. She mentioned how she might move to Leamington which is sad because thats kinda far from what im use too. I also have a friend who has an asshole of a boyfriend who pretty much is jealous and controlling I hate guys like that, if anyone told me what to do its so done! I guess its all about trust, if you dont have it, you dont have a relationship, or shouldnt have a relationship for that matter. Today im depressed, im not really sure why, but i've caught myself crying again and I guess I really dont know why. I was driving on the ECrow and my car started to shake again and my speedometer wasnt moving and my car was making a crazy reving sound. I had to quickly get off at the howard exit and everytime i went to brake it would kind of lock. I hate my fuckin car!!! Im getting a new one and I dont care anymore! I have to find a new job first so I can afford one. I was pretty much just bawling to my mom because im sick off all of this shit!!! Im so bitter!