33 minutes till my B-DAY!!! yay
Well my b-day is in bout 33 min and i will now be 19. I was held back a number of yrs and im just confessing it at the moment. Well i will probably not be celebrating to much simply b/c the rest of the damn world has my b-day as well, but 4 sum weird reason i still feel special bout it, which is very cool . I've been doing a lot of introspection as always and I've been wondering y I've felt so empty inside, almost lonely and yearning 4 someone's understanding.Everyday i try to live my life to the fullest and as each year passes and each age approaches, i ask myself,"Am I doing wut I want with my life, am I living as tho i'll die tomorrow?" Everyday u should start anew but u must also remember the past to be the wiser when u have to deal w/ the same problems and not the same mistakes. If that makes ne sense.I wonder if in 50 yrs i'll have these answers or I'll just be questioning my existence again. Do we ever truly know the ppl around us? Do we ever truly no all their secrets and hidden messages? R we all just strangers? I ask these irrelevant questions and send them into computer world simply to get a better perspective on ppls views.Knowledge is power, thats y experiences are so important in life, they help u learn about everything in ur world and around u. They help u truly gain insight. If only it were summer, but at least its my b-day, in 13 min. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!