Mar 01, 2005 00:59
Can nething ever be real in highschool? or are we all kidding ourselves. Is this just our temporary entertainment until we find wut we really want, and if it is then y do we care so much. I hate to be so cynical especially at such a young age and especially since i was a believer of True Love, which i still feel i am to sum extent, but i wonder, Is nething real in these years we call our adolescense. The years we change and evolve into who we will be for the rest of our lives, or possibly until another turning point occurs. I really did believe in true love, i really did believe u could end up w/ ur highschool sweetheart, but it all seems entirely to fictional in todays world, full of relationships w/ tricks and games behind every corner. Some look for the real thing and sum r just there 4 the game of it all. How can we ever tell the difference? HOw can we decipher the sincere from the dishonest?
R we all just playing a game by going into a relationship knowing that there will most probably be an ending point because our lives will invariably change since we will obviously change, as is normal. I still want to be a believer but with all this game playing and sideglances that may mean everything or nothing, how can u ever know if u can actually put urself out there. Like a platter ready to either be eaten heartily or rejected and thrown away. Can it really be possible to fine True sincere love at our age? Love that will really last forever, or are we just meant to learn from each other and move on from experience to experience, seeing something new at every turn. We never stop growing as a person so how can we just settle with one for life or is it that we r to grow alongside with them, or would that then stunt us? If only there were answers to all these ridiculous questions of a hopeless romantic who seems to of gone adrift until she finds wut brought her to her first conclusion in the first place. She will search but her journey may simply be left open ended, or will it reach the destination its looking for? True Everlasting Love, Does it exist?