Wow
Well, I did it. I broke the news to Robbie and I think I almost killed him. He was shocked and confused. I'm going over to his house today so I can talk to him more. Oh yea, I broke the news to him on the computer last night. But, he invited me over to his house so we could talk. He calmed down after a while and started his whole God trip. Preaching to me and saying that if I pray to God and ask for help I will become straight again and we could work things out together. I told him no. We almost broke up a month ago and I can't turn back again. Later today I'm going to hang out with my bff Amanda. We are gonna walk the Flat River Trail and talk. This is gonna get harder and harder as I go, but I will feel better in the end of things. I'm ready for anything I guess.
I'm sick. I have been since the last day of camp. It started as a little head cold but now it has escalated into a horrible chest cold. I can't breathe because almost every breath I try to take, I cough. And, my voice is gone as I know it. I feel like a rotting pile of shit. For more than one reason. I need a really big hug and long bubble bath. That could help heal my emotional and physical illness.
I'm sick. I have been since the last day of camp. It started as a little head cold but now it has escalated into a horrible chest cold. I can't breathe because almost every breath I try to take, I cough. And, my voice is gone as I know it. I feel like a rotting pile of shit. For more than one reason. I need a really big hug and long bubble bath. That could help heal my emotional and physical illness.