Jan 18, 2005 20:29
well today was a bit better i guess........started out really sucky but picked up as the day went on.
lets see woke up from a draeam that really creeped me out (tell you if you really want to know but you have to ask me). o0o certain male type person(s) is avoiding me (not cool)! ummm people are starting to get on my nerves(again not cool). i didn't make it into rennisance oh well their loss.
ummmm during school was ehhh ok i guess i'm tired of finals already and they haven't even started! lunch was ok i guess wasn't really in the mood to hang with anyone so i didn't say much. talked to felipe for about 3 min. before stuart started saying crap (not cool).
after school was ok i guess couldn't stay until 4:30 my dad was picking up my sister at 3:30 so i got a ride with them went to pick up my mom, she took forever to get to the car. went home and felipe showed up (totaly unexpected) and stayed for like 5 min. (my dad watching the whole time)! now i'm here writing about my boring life!
i've decided something, i think, i'm no longer going to have serious relationships. they seem to be a waste right now, so unless felipe and i have something to really look forward to i'm not going to have or want anything serious. i just want to date ( i know i know good luck on that one) i want to have fun and i obvioulsy can't have fun with a bf so i guess dating it is
i also think i wont get married i'll just adopt or get artifficialy inseminated ( i know i spelled it wrong) one or the other i don't really think i'll ever get married
so yea that's it i guess
bye