WHY IS IT THAT I FEEL SO CONFIDENT?
i have never really thought of my life any other way.. than acting and singing on broadway and in movies... i never think of having a back up plan.. and in a way thats such an amazing thing for me.. because i KNOW that it's gunna happen.. i have no doubt in my mind... im so happy with my ambition... this was a convo with Alex Chapman that made me ponder... and laugh of course because he's so cute and hilarious... read away!
Angelvch11 [9:39 PM]: hey alex
Angelvch11 [9:39 PM]: its roni
Chaps41089 [9:39 PM]: AAAAIIIEEEE
Chaps41089 [9:39 PM]: HEY!!!
Chaps41089 [9:39 PM]: whats up
Angelvch11 [9:39 PM]: not much how are ya
Chaps41089 [9:40 PM]: just chillin
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: soo.. did u pass?
Chaps41089 [9:40 PM]: the AP thing?
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: ha yea
Chaps41089 [9:40 PM]: yea!!!!
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: AWESOME!!
Chaps41089 [9:40 PM]: I got 3'd it
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: i got a 1
Chaps41089 [9:40 PM]: seriously?
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: ye
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: a
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: no worries
Chaps41089 [9:40 PM]: poor you
Angelvch11 [9:40 PM]: im so not upset
Angelvch11 [9:41 PM]: i was for maybe 3 minutes
Chaps41089 [9:41 PM]: at least it didn't determine your lifetime career or anything
Angelvch11 [9:41 PM]: yea EXACTLY
Chaps41089 [9:41 PM]: I mean it doesn't matter at all really
Chaps41089 [9:41 PM]: unless you want to rush outta college
Angelvch11 [9:41 PM]: yea
Chaps41089 [9:41 PM]: where your only gonna be working for the rest of your life anyway
Angelvch11 [9:42 PM]: haha
Angelvch11 [9:42 PM]: i love u alex
Chaps41089 [9:42 PM]: its the truth
Chaps41089 [9:42 PM]: I'm gonna stay at college as long as I can
Angelvch11 [9:43 PM]: well good
Chaps41089 [9:43 PM]: cause I know after that its work work marraige work work children work work retire not work not work die. nothing to look forward to really
Angelvch11 [9:43 PM]: oh this is so pessimistic of u alex
Angelvch11 [9:43 PM]: no no.. it means u do what u love
Angelvch11 [9:43 PM]: work should never have to be something u hate unless ure still in highschool
Chaps41089 [9:43 PM]: other wsie you'll be stuck working for a lifetime
Chaps41089 [9:45 PM]: yea, agreed
Chaps41089 [9:45 PM]: maybe I can beocme an actor
Angelvch11 [9:45 PM]: well congrats man!
Angelvch11 [9:45 PM]: im proud
Chaps41089 [9:45 PM]: where I will be eating a piece a bread a day, struggling to find a job
Angelvch11 [9:46 PM]: haha shut up!
Chaps41089 [9:46 PM]: being turned down constanly
Angelvch11 [9:46 PM]: omg.. ure hilarious
Chaps41089 [9:46 PM]: my self esteem will be lower than the marianas trench
Angelvch11 [9:46 PM]: oh shut it
Chaps41089 [9:46 PM]: I'll give up and go work at a gas station
Angelvch11 [9:46 PM]: i can so see you on SNL
Chaps41089 [9:47 PM]: then tell my kids not to go into the acting business
Chaps41089 [9:47 PM]: cause you'll lose
Chaps41089 [9:47 PM]: become a photographer for the national geographic or soemthing
Chaps41089 [9:47 PM]: you can at least travel the world
Angelvch11 [9:47 PM]: omg i never think of it that way.. that much struggle.. i always think of it like yea so ill be on broadway and in movies
Chaps41089 [9:47 PM]: I'm scared, really
Angelvch11 [9:48 PM]: im so READY
Angelvch11 [9:48 PM]: like u have no idea
Chaps41089 [9:48 PM]: I'd be more ready for the SAT's if I were you
Chaps41089 [9:48 PM]: I'm seriously more concentrated on having a good back-up if I fail
Angelvch11 [9:48 PM]: u better print out this convo because one day ull get money for selling it to people magazine or national enquiror or something
Angelvch11 [9:48 PM]: well thats very true
Chaps41089 [9:49 PM]: a magazine section entitled: The truth behind young students hoping to become actors
Chaps41089 [9:49 PM]: and their failures!
Angelvch11 [9:50 PM]: shut UP!
Chaps41089 [9:50 PM]: or something like that
Chaps41089 [9:50 PM]: I don't have a lot of hope
Angelvch11 [9:50 PM]: more like... How Veronica Horta knew her day would come from early on.. and now the spotlight is almost giving her skin cancer!
Chaps41089 [9:51 PM]: lol
Chaps41089 [9:51 PM]: quite possibly
Angelvch11 [9:51 PM]: u should have so much hope
Angelvch11 [9:51 PM]: i cant believe u are speaking like this
Angelvch11 [9:51 PM]: =-O
Chaps41089 [9:51 PM]: have you seen the monolouges I do?
Chaps41089 [9:51 PM]: they are all the same
Chaps41089 [9:51 PM]: no variety
Chaps41089 [9:52 PM]: I've tried my darndest in musical theater
Angelvch11 [9:52 PM]: have you even heard of kianeu reeves?
Chaps41089 [9:52 PM]: and uh...
Angelvch11 [9:52 PM]: he plays the same character in every thing and look at him..
Angelvch11 [9:52 PM]: common alex if hillary duff and paris hilton can land a role
Angelvch11 [9:52 PM]: u can def land a role
Angelvch11 [9:53 PM]: mr. ames and mr. lewis LOVE u
Angelvch11 [9:53 PM]: omg are u kidding?
Chaps41089 [9:53 PM]: yea but I don't want to be one of those actors that people bring up IM conversations saying that some highschool student could do better than me
Angelvch11 [9:53 PM]: they think u work soo hard
Angelvch11 [9:53 PM]: achoo...
Angelvch11 [9:53 PM]: im sorry im allergic to bullshit
Chaps41089 [9:53 PM]: lol
Chaps41089 [9:54 PM]: I like that
Angelvch11 [9:54 PM]: because u do have variety
Chaps41089 [9:54 PM]: mind if I use that material?
Chaps41089 [9:54 PM]: that was real good
Chaps41089 [9:54 PM]: I'm seriously cracking up on the toher end
Angelvch11 [9:54 PM]: not at all.. i stole it from will smith in I robot
Chaps41089 [9:54 PM]: lol
Angelvch11 [9:54 PM]: so u must first copyright him then credit me
Chaps41089 [9:55 PM]: ok
Chaps41089 [9:56 PM]: well I have to be going
Chaps41089 [9:56 PM]: my dad wants me to take a shower
Angelvch11 [9:56 PM]: do u mind if i post this convo on live journal
Angelvch11 [9:56 PM]: it needs to be heard
Chaps41089 [9:56 PM]: not at all
Chaps41089 [9:57 PM]: post away
Angelvch11 [9:57 PM]: splendid!.. and have a fun shower
Chaps41089 [9:57 PM]: I'll probably be feeling better tomorrow
Angelvch11 [9:57 PM]: oh alex.. sigh
Chaps41089 [9:57 PM]: cause jason is coming over my house for the first time
Chaps41089 [9:57 PM]: that should be fun
Angelvch11 [9:57 PM]: YEY!
Chaps41089 [9:57 PM]: cya then!
Angelvch11 [9:57 PM]: ok Congrats again
Angelvch11 [9:58 PM]: much love
Chaps41089 [9:58 PM]: cya
Chaps41089 [9:58 PM]: it was great talking with you
Angelvch11 [9:58 PM]: ditto
Chaps41089 [9:58 PM]: don't be afraid to IM me if you see me on!
Angelvch11 [9:58 PM]: I WONT!
Chaps41089 [9:58 PM]: I know I'm intimidating
Angelvch11 [9:58 PM]: because IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING!
Chaps41089 [9:58 PM]: but you'll have to get over it
Chaps41089 [9:58 PM]: GO RONI!
Chaps41089 [9:58 PM]: BYE!
Angelvch11 [9:59 PM]: bye!
Chaps41089 signed off at 9:59 PM
btw... my mom gets her tummy tuck tom.! its gunna be a fun week.. it means i get to do errands and stuff! yey!.. ~Roni