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well well well...
no more rehearsals for me at the moment.. sort of relaxing.. but im dissappointed i cant go to FTC... i really wanted to chill with my girl angelina.. tear.. got all A's and 1 B on my report card :(... so pissed at miller! i worked so hard.. well so much for that... classes are going great... working hard... and IE's are around the corner... wow i really need to get my act together.. start working on EVERYTHING i signed up for.. wild party is pulling together.. really excited about it!!
sorta having a difficult time right now being comfortable with myself though... im starting to like someone and then self concious me comes in to ruin everything... its soo hard being fat... and let me just say something.. it is soooo rude to say "i'm soo fat" when you weigh like 3 pounds.... dont even say that... because that makes me like a frigin country! it's really disappointing to have to say to yourself.. that most guys WILL think 2wice before dating you.. or you DONT stand a chance bcuz guys only like skinny girls.. unless you're a guatemalen of course! which sorta boost my confident but i really dont want to marry a guat molestor. in my case a lot of guys that consider me "their friend" is because im smart and let them cheat off of me.. or copy my hw.. or etc... UGHH!! When is it gunna be my turn to say... "my life is ending because ? broke up with me.." i wanna feel that... but i cant unless i have someone i can say that about!
~Roni
no more rehearsals for me at the moment.. sort of relaxing.. but im dissappointed i cant go to FTC... i really wanted to chill with my girl angelina.. tear.. got all A's and 1 B on my report card :(... so pissed at miller! i worked so hard.. well so much for that... classes are going great... working hard... and IE's are around the corner... wow i really need to get my act together.. start working on EVERYTHING i signed up for.. wild party is pulling together.. really excited about it!!
sorta having a difficult time right now being comfortable with myself though... im starting to like someone and then self concious me comes in to ruin everything... its soo hard being fat... and let me just say something.. it is soooo rude to say "i'm soo fat" when you weigh like 3 pounds.... dont even say that... because that makes me like a frigin country! it's really disappointing to have to say to yourself.. that most guys WILL think 2wice before dating you.. or you DONT stand a chance bcuz guys only like skinny girls.. unless you're a guatemalen of course! which sorta boost my confident but i really dont want to marry a guat molestor. in my case a lot of guys that consider me "their friend" is because im smart and let them cheat off of me.. or copy my hw.. or etc... UGHH!! When is it gunna be my turn to say... "my life is ending because ? broke up with me.." i wanna feel that... but i cant unless i have someone i can say that about!
~Roni