im soo ill

Dec 02, 2005 21:37

im soo ill
really ill
ive got a cold/flu ive got a cof thats keeping me up att night i got stomac cramps tempritures ive been pyiscaly sick my glands r bulginh out of my neck and im loseing my voiceand my thought is soo raw i feel like im dieing

but on the good side i havent smoked in over a week
i got my audition times for both the skools i applyed to and my exam has been moved back a week so i have more rehersal time woooooooh!!!

god ive been working like a dog ive been rehersing 3/4 times a week for the last mounth
i rehersed a total of 14 hours on top of classes and this cold thing and i think im going to die

im worryed about mum she still hasnt had kidney stones removed and she has been having problems for nearly a year nowshe keeps having to go into hospital for xrays and appointments and conseltations and they say she can have another operation to remove the stent and the stones in jan can u fucking belive it she can bearly move from pain she cant do anythink she needs me to do everythink for her witch i havent got time to do dads putting pressure on me to do more! stuff and do home work ect i wanna fucking die all the pressure im soo tied and stressed i feel like screaming and shouting and hitting and kicking and cutting everythink i come into contact with

bags rnt just in the airport they under

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