i feel so gahed
my god im sooo teid i just wanna crawl into a hole i have skool everyday i have to go to niky b 4 days a week now i have 4 rehersals a week and unfortanlty 2 of them clash witch means more running around more tierdness and more stress im living off like 4 hours of sleep a night i get up bout 7 go to skool got to rhersals go to gym got to singing lessons do home work that is a normal day for me HA wen have i ever been normal the only time i get to myself is on da weekend and i usaly go out with my m8s and that tiers me more coz we go walking like i dunne miles all the time im partying more witch means more hangovers more stumbling home at 1 am drunk and reaking of fags even though ive cut right down to like 5 a week. the worse part is all mt friends have left skool so the presious time i do have to myself at skool i spend around shallow fake people who only talk about 3 things there hair there boydriens and the next great party there going to and how much better its going to be then the last. things at niky b has gone well bad kev left and it seems everythink i do is never good enought they always take the piss coz i cant spell or i dont get things as fast as them and there sooo snobish we were talking about homless people and they were speaking like they were the scum of the earth and dont even get them startede on abortion, i always feel realy insignicient around them and if i do tell them about me and my life then they just look at me like oh yer bullshit y would i lie about me.
well on a good note i started my driving lessons (finaly), me and mike r getting on sooo well i even get the slightest idea he fancys me (yer right) migit andy is the only one at skool who keeps me alive and i mead som new friends steve his girlfriend clair katie's boyfriend john jolend (who im not shure i like anymore coz he called me the mitchland man and he keeps poking me) tom (who also makes fun of me and keeps making wise cracks omg i think im gonna pop a lung not!!!!) and the really nice guys in my r.s class (r.s not r.e dammit)oh well shit happens always seems to be happerning to me but hey ho its can only get better right? please say itll get better hahahaha peace love and rock n roll \m/
well on a good note i started my driving lessons (finaly), me and mike r getting on sooo well i even get the slightest idea he fancys me (yer right) migit andy is the only one at skool who keeps me alive and i mead som new friends steve his girlfriend clair katie's boyfriend john jolend (who im not shure i like anymore coz he called me the mitchland man and he keeps poking me) tom (who also makes fun of me and keeps making wise cracks omg i think im gonna pop a lung not!!!!) and the really nice guys in my r.s class (r.s not r.e dammit)oh well shit happens always seems to be happerning to me but hey ho its can only get better right? please say itll get better hahahaha peace love and rock n roll \m/