goodbye dean...
i just got home from graduation/reception. i cannot stop crying. i wasn't so bad until i had to say goodbye to jen. i just lost it. she's moving to texas then going to ocu. she's going to be so far away and she was my best girlfriend on campus. i've been home for a half hour now and i'm still crying..wtf...
my dad just made me more upset because he didn't go to my voice recital. then he missed the national anthem and left early so he missed up singing the alma mater. whatever. and then he calls me and says "don't worry you'll make new friends at your new school" THAT'S NOT THE FUCKiNG POiNT. i love the friends i have now. i love my deanies. i love my crew. i love my stop and shoppies. i don't want to make new friends, i was perfectly content with the life i had. ugh, i just need to cheer up.
so jen if you read, have a safe trip back to texas. i love you w/ all my heart and hopefully you've stopped crying cuz i havent :p
i feel like i'm losing everything and i dont want to. the only thing that's keeping me sane is chris.
i just need to go drive around and sing. and get all these tears out of me.
p.s. my extra special love to Katie and Amanda who was there for me and came to my graduation. i love you girls. my bestest friends in the entire world! you understand everything i'm going through, thank you so much for being there for me and supporting me. i love you!!!!!!!!!
my dad just made me more upset because he didn't go to my voice recital. then he missed the national anthem and left early so he missed up singing the alma mater. whatever. and then he calls me and says "don't worry you'll make new friends at your new school" THAT'S NOT THE FUCKiNG POiNT. i love the friends i have now. i love my deanies. i love my crew. i love my stop and shoppies. i don't want to make new friends, i was perfectly content with the life i had. ugh, i just need to cheer up.
so jen if you read, have a safe trip back to texas. i love you w/ all my heart and hopefully you've stopped crying cuz i havent :p
i feel like i'm losing everything and i dont want to. the only thing that's keeping me sane is chris.
i just need to go drive around and sing. and get all these tears out of me.
p.s. my extra special love to Katie and Amanda who was there for me and came to my graduation. i love you girls. my bestest friends in the entire world! you understand everything i'm going through, thank you so much for being there for me and supporting me. i love you!!!!!!!!!