Life Suxs
Well, guys Im back and again going through a bunch of bullshit. I miss my old life I wish things were simple and easy. I mean I guess life never was simple an easy but hey better than right now. Derek is an ass who used me and treated me like shit an cheated on me. I fuckin hate him. Im over matt an everything. Im single and going to be for a while. The idea of dating someone scares the shit out of me. There's alot of shit I have to deal with it. Some personal demons and hopefully get over whatever it is that I have to get over to find a decsent guy in this world, How do I trust the next guy I cant bc they all lie and say they care but they dont. But oh well all pray for me I quit smoking pot and doing drugs an all that shit. To make my life better to get away from those things an guys. but i love u all please pray for ne