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I don't think I've ever been this confused in my entire life. I'm so scared and sad and i feel like crying all the time, but then the other part of me is just so excited. four months isn't really that long is it? See...the weird thing is, in some scenarios, like with my family, it's not, but when it comes to Ricky 4 days is too long. I really don't know how I'm going to make it through this...but we will. I will.