Where is my mind?!
Where to start? Should I even start? SURE. Well thoughts have crossed my mind to delete this bad boy, even though my past is wrapped all up in this. Sometimes, I'll be completely bored on the Internet and then I think, "Oh yeah, I have an online journal..." Like if my eljay were a pet, someone would've called ASPCA on me by now, for my mistreatment. That bad, in my opinion. And then once I realize I have one of these, I'll venture on here and go as far back as my first entry and read from there on. And believe me, I did that more than once. It's just weird to see how entry by entry I've grown drastically. And at the same time it's also refreshing to see those changes in me. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worst, but that's up for debate. Looking back I think I changed definitely for the better. Furthermore, I think it's time for change. I'm at a crossroads of either A. deleting something that has been there since early high school, like freshman year. B. actually continuing on with this exact same journal, and update it on the norm( hard to do. ) C. start anew with a fresh LJ with hopes of keeping it going. or D. do absolutely nothing ( which I'm already a fan of. ) Who knows what I'll do, but this summer laziness I'm blessed with right now, will most likely make me feel like I should stick with D. Ah well, looks like I will see you in a few weeks! Hopefully.