*Big Sigh*
Life just kinda sucks right now. I don't want to be where I am, but I have no solution and no way out. I also have no clue what the future holds for me. I just feel trapped and I feel like everything is closing in on me. I have no explanation of this...I just know that that is how I feel. I'm not really happy with the student teaching thing right now, but maybe that will get better in a week or two when I actually start teaching. It sucks because at the first of the week, I was getting so much work done. Then about Wednesday all work came to a screeching halt. I feel like the list of things I have to do is getting longer instead of shorter and I don't know what to do about that. I'm getting discouraged, and that's making it harder to get things done. I spent all day cleaning in my room. I feel a little less claustrophobic, but I am still not happy with it. I just can't seem to part with enough stuff to make my room not feel so crowded. I guess I'll just have to either live with it or move out soon. But ya know, I just don't know what's going to happen...wih anything. I HATE not knowing. It SUCKS.
But I'm going to go now. More stuff I could do, but I'll probably just watch TV. Later.
But I'm going to go now. More stuff I could do, but I'll probably just watch TV. Later.