Happy New Year!
So I guess it is aloha to 2007. Where the hell did 2006 go? That was just crazy how fast the year went. I am happy to report that I had a great time last night. I wanted to kill someone (still do actually) but life is good. I made it up to see Scott. There were moments when I thought we weren't gonna make it. ( I flew standby with a buddy of Scott's who works at the Knoxville airport). And by the way, flying standby is not all it's cracked up to be. Too much stress for me. But I made it to be with my baby, and that was all that mattered. We chilled with his friends in a bar/club and then went running through the streets of the North End in Boston to try to get to the water front to see the fireworks. It was alot farther than we thought, but it was worth it, and we only missed the first 5 minutes or so. All in all it was a great night. Unfortunately, It didn't end as perfectly as we would hope...Sme friends have a way of ruining things for people, but hey, I'd do it again...
I'm not really sure I'm ready to face all that the new year brings, but I guess I can only take it a day at a time. My goal is to lose a few of the pounds that I have mysteriously gained (just enough so that my clothes fit again), figure out what I'm doing next year, survive student teaching, and ty to figure myself out a little better.
Scott and I seem to be doing well. We want to stay together, and I am glad of that. I know this relationship hasn't always gone as smoothly as we had hoped, but I love that boy so very very much. I can't imagine being without him. It has killed me to be without him during the holidays, but last night I was able to hold him and kiss him again and to fall asleep knowing that he was there with me and would be there when I woke up.
I have been putting off going to bed. I can't seem to sleep. I slept a little earlier after I got back from the airport...until Scott called, and I just haven't been able to go to sleep since. I think I'm just missing having him next to me. It really is funny the things that you get used to...
But I should go...I am starting to get sleepy. Just felt like updating for once...Sorry I don't do it more often.
Luv,
~S
I'm not really sure I'm ready to face all that the new year brings, but I guess I can only take it a day at a time. My goal is to lose a few of the pounds that I have mysteriously gained (just enough so that my clothes fit again), figure out what I'm doing next year, survive student teaching, and ty to figure myself out a little better.
Scott and I seem to be doing well. We want to stay together, and I am glad of that. I know this relationship hasn't always gone as smoothly as we had hoped, but I love that boy so very very much. I can't imagine being without him. It has killed me to be without him during the holidays, but last night I was able to hold him and kiss him again and to fall asleep knowing that he was there with me and would be there when I woke up.
I have been putting off going to bed. I can't seem to sleep. I slept a little earlier after I got back from the airport...until Scott called, and I just haven't been able to go to sleep since. I think I'm just missing having him next to me. It really is funny the things that you get used to...
But I should go...I am starting to get sleepy. Just felt like updating for once...Sorry I don't do it more often.
Luv,
~S