My arms, my legs, my heart, my face, they are alive
At the current moment i'm a little sad. some girl wrote some stuff about my sister on livejournal a long time ago that wasn't at all cool, and my sister responded using my sn. i never read what the original girl wrote until today. it's so hateful and cruel it makes my blood boil but at the same time makes me incredibly sad.
as of today, i have 28 days until i am 18.
and no i have no had a boyfriend, nor have i had sex, or done drugs.
this doesn't mean i'm a loser. this simply means i'm waiting for love to mean something.
so i've decided for every day til i'm 18 im doing something.
day 29- buy something nice for yourself
I went out with sarah and we talked and laughed andwent to the promenade. I'm still missing a certain person who isn't missing me, but sarah helped me cope. It's just sad to want people in my life and it's too late to have them in it.
I bought myself a slip at VS that i've always thought was gorgeous but never really had a reason to buy.
After dropping sarah off, i was driving and thinking about love, and life, and i did something i never do. i lost concentration. i missed my freeway connection and only realized after i was back in Santa Monica, I realized my mistake and was shocked i had zoned out like that.
day 28- make as many people happy as possible.
today, I smiled at as many people as possible, i focused on what people had to say and i hope i made some difference, even a little, in brightening someone's day.
Any suggestions for tomorrow's misson?
more on today lata, for now i gotta roll out of journalism.
Your Favorite Drama Queen
as of today, i have 28 days until i am 18.
and no i have no had a boyfriend, nor have i had sex, or done drugs.
this doesn't mean i'm a loser. this simply means i'm waiting for love to mean something.
so i've decided for every day til i'm 18 im doing something.
day 29- buy something nice for yourself
I went out with sarah and we talked and laughed andwent to the promenade. I'm still missing a certain person who isn't missing me, but sarah helped me cope. It's just sad to want people in my life and it's too late to have them in it.
I bought myself a slip at VS that i've always thought was gorgeous but never really had a reason to buy.
After dropping sarah off, i was driving and thinking about love, and life, and i did something i never do. i lost concentration. i missed my freeway connection and only realized after i was back in Santa Monica, I realized my mistake and was shocked i had zoned out like that.
day 28- make as many people happy as possible.
today, I smiled at as many people as possible, i focused on what people had to say and i hope i made some difference, even a little, in brightening someone's day.
Any suggestions for tomorrow's misson?
more on today lata, for now i gotta roll out of journalism.
Your Favorite Drama Queen