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So... here's the condensed version-
rehearsals have been going better than expected- what i don't get is that we are only doing one freaking show--and we're WAAAAAYYYYYYY behind where we should be- I mean, I know it will eventually come together- however- we should be WAAAAYYYYYYY better than we are right now- and dang it- I still can't get that stupid scene with Tommy down right-- well, you try saying- Twixt my extremes and me this bloody knife shall play the umpire arbitrating that which the commision of thy years and art could to no issue of true honor bring--- but you gotta say it FAST yet pronouncing every syllable-- and saying it in a mad frenzy!!!! - it's a tongue twister- and Tommy's face is always so "loving" that it makes me giggle--- STUPID TOMMY!! haha--
other than that- I think I am doing pretty dang good- I never though I would like the Gallop Apace scene- but I think tonight in rehearsal when i get to wear my AWESOME BEAUTIFUL BRAND SPANKING NEW COSTUMES I will nail it--- it's so tough though-- all those freaking moods- ha- you'd think I was better at mood swings--
so other than that--- we finally have a crew- they're so young though-- I remember the last crews- sneaking smokes- missing cues- meeting all of us for drinks- talking shit- and half of them were so hungover from the night before- or so stoned- you didn't have to worry about them--- well, this crop is good considering half of them are missing their bedtimes at 10pm---but they're good- I just feel like i gotta watch my mouth around them- but they all look up to Tessa with the utmost respect-- it's cool--- I love Tessa-- I miss Joey and Jerry-- and the pleasing yell of.. "MIIIIIIIIIII CROOOOOOO PHOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNES" but Tessa is AMAZING!!!!
hmmm- not much else going on--- Josh and i are still not together- he's being nice- I think-- I hope he doesn't care that I am not going to be home all wknd--- I will pay him to babysit my babies-- I hope he will still be nice to them--- he better dang it--
nah, he will---
so yeah-- this is still all weird to me-- but I still believe it's for the best-- maybe someday--- who knows---
anyway-- my mommy will be here nest wknd- I'm super excited!!! I move her-- although we're gonna be staying at ANdrew's one bedroom apt--- but it will work- she can have his room- and he will take the couch- and me the floor- or I will crash with my mommy--
anyway--- I guess thats' all the update for now- I have to go continue packing up stuff--- and possibly take a load to andrew's house today---blah--
gotta shave- gotta be naked tonight on stage---ewwww--- wish I coulda lost that last 10 lbs-- oh well-- at least alex wont be looking at me- and on that note---
LOVE YOU ALL
rehearsals have been going better than expected- what i don't get is that we are only doing one freaking show--and we're WAAAAAYYYYYYY behind where we should be- I mean, I know it will eventually come together- however- we should be WAAAAYYYYYYY better than we are right now- and dang it- I still can't get that stupid scene with Tommy down right-- well, you try saying- Twixt my extremes and me this bloody knife shall play the umpire arbitrating that which the commision of thy years and art could to no issue of true honor bring--- but you gotta say it FAST yet pronouncing every syllable-- and saying it in a mad frenzy!!!! - it's a tongue twister- and Tommy's face is always so "loving" that it makes me giggle--- STUPID TOMMY!! haha--
other than that- I think I am doing pretty dang good- I never though I would like the Gallop Apace scene- but I think tonight in rehearsal when i get to wear my AWESOME BEAUTIFUL BRAND SPANKING NEW COSTUMES I will nail it--- it's so tough though-- all those freaking moods- ha- you'd think I was better at mood swings--
so other than that--- we finally have a crew- they're so young though-- I remember the last crews- sneaking smokes- missing cues- meeting all of us for drinks- talking shit- and half of them were so hungover from the night before- or so stoned- you didn't have to worry about them--- well, this crop is good considering half of them are missing their bedtimes at 10pm---but they're good- I just feel like i gotta watch my mouth around them- but they all look up to Tessa with the utmost respect-- it's cool--- I love Tessa-- I miss Joey and Jerry-- and the pleasing yell of.. "MIIIIIIIIIII CROOOOOOO PHOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNES" but Tessa is AMAZING!!!!
hmmm- not much else going on--- Josh and i are still not together- he's being nice- I think-- I hope he doesn't care that I am not going to be home all wknd--- I will pay him to babysit my babies-- I hope he will still be nice to them--- he better dang it--
nah, he will---
so yeah-- this is still all weird to me-- but I still believe it's for the best-- maybe someday--- who knows---
anyway-- my mommy will be here nest wknd- I'm super excited!!! I move her-- although we're gonna be staying at ANdrew's one bedroom apt--- but it will work- she can have his room- and he will take the couch- and me the floor- or I will crash with my mommy--
anyway--- I guess thats' all the update for now- I have to go continue packing up stuff--- and possibly take a load to andrew's house today---blah--
gotta shave- gotta be naked tonight on stage---ewwww--- wish I coulda lost that last 10 lbs-- oh well-- at least alex wont be looking at me- and on that note---
LOVE YOU ALL