It's fun when friends ignore you
So, you know whats fun? When friends talk about a party around you, you're there when they set it up and you're still not invited. You know that they're just waiting for you to leave before they get down to having fun. I don't think I've been hurt by friends like that for awhile, it hurt so much and I can't even talk to them about it. I don't even know what to say to them, and I hardly know what to write here. This sucks.
Goodnight
Jessie
PS. On the plus side I just talked to my Ryan, he lives in Calgary and I've been in love with him since I was 17, and he has a webcam, so I got to see him for the first time in like 2 years. It was beautiful. He's one of those people that seem made for you but you can never get the timing to work out so you can actually be together. He's my first real love, and I'll love him for the rest of my life.
Goodnight
Jessie
PS. On the plus side I just talked to my Ryan, he lives in Calgary and I've been in love with him since I was 17, and he has a webcam, so I got to see him for the first time in like 2 years. It was beautiful. He's one of those people that seem made for you but you can never get the timing to work out so you can actually be together. He's my first real love, and I'll love him for the rest of my life.